Said my best friend. -______- I wish I could say this was the first time she’s mad a little dig like this at me but unfortunately it’s not. She’s also told me that if a person gets mad at me the first thing they think is, “Fat bitch!” Yeahhhh so needless to say I know what she thinks about me when she’s mad. But for her to tell me I have no athletic ability when I grew up playing sports is ridiculous. Anyone can be an athlete if they work hard for it. And that’s exactly what I plan to do. Ugh.
One of my supervior’s at work asked me today. “No, thank you. I’m fine.” I replied. “Are you sure? You don’t want one?” he asked me again. “I’m sure, thanks.” “You sure, you’re sure?” he asked AGAIN. “I’M SURE THANK YOU!” I replied loudly. “Ooook.” he said in his stupid sing song voice that annoys the shit out of me.
Like seriously. What. the. fuck.
Just because I’m a bigger woman doesn’t mean I have to gorge myself with donuts every time they’re offered to me. I already don’t care for this supervisor, but at times I feel like he’s personally taking little digs at me and I’ve about had enough of it. If you ask me if I want something and I tell you no, say ok and keep it moving.
This journey has been difficult enough. I have stopped and started and given up and felt let down and felt defeated and felt fat and depressed and disgusting so many times throughout it. And then there are times when I’ve felt strong, and good, and capable of doing this. When a situation like this occurs, where someone makes the assumption that because I am overweight that I want something bad that they’re having it’s like a slap in the face. I would love to say that he said this and I let it roll off of me but it bothered me. It made me angry, and it hurt just a little bit.
Something has to change.
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