Now you’re just somebody that I used to know.

I saw something on Instagram a minute ago that pissed me off. 1st of all let me say, I have a love/hate relationship with social media. 2nd of all, after realizing I shouldn’t really care or be mad about what I saw, I felt better, so I was only pissed for a hot second. But it’s the principle people! No one cares about the principle of things anymore. They will do anything to gain one more follower, one more like, or retweet. Ugh..fascinating yet so annoying!

Let’s just say 2013 was the year of CUTTING FOLKS OFF! I was betrayed a lot this year. So I dropped a friend that I’ve konwn practically my whole life, someone I thought was special, and a family member this year.

I can’t deal with negativity. If I feel that you are dragging me down with negative vibes or bringing negativity of any kind into my life I will drop you like a bad habit. Friend, family or foe. I beat myself up enough, I don’t need someone else around to dropkick the crap out of me as well.

Sabotage?

Not everyone wants to see you succeed. It’s sad, but some people actually like to see others struggling. It makes them feel better about whatever part of their life they happen to be struggling with. At least that’s what I believe. And I also believe some of my friends don’t want me to lose weight. I honestly think they like that I’m the “fat friend”. I constantly feel that my hard work and progress is sabotaged by friends giving me candy, making me brownies, inviting me out for dinners I shouldn’t be eating. It’s like even though they say they’re proud of my accomplishments they’re subconsciously telling me to stay fat and handing it to me on a silver platter full of chocolates and bad food. It’s frustrating to feel that way. Especially about your friends, people you trust. I could be wrong. But this is just how I feel.